i think this is good... keeping a blog. i guess?
I was never able to keep up a blog like this.. ever! so we'll see how this goes.
I'll still keep my own personal journal of course (: who knows.. something might come up and i need to vent.. and write out my feelings.. i've noticed that i've been super sensitive lately..
well its 2:30 am and i have decided to write about my first year in college so far.
CLASS SUCKS. obviously. Connelly did not help at all. It's pretty sad that Connelly didnt help because i had such a hard time there ): College courses are okay... im not passing with flying colors.. but im not failing with a a grade of Z or something super low!
i cant really say that im experiencing the COLLEGE EXPERIENCE. I honestly don't know what that means. What EXACTLY is the COLLEGE EXPERIENCE? No one really told me that. But then again.. I never really had the HIGH SCHOOL EXPERIENCE. I guess special people got to have that. With my parents, you get nowhere. For real. I am 18 years old and I am stuck at home ALL THE TIME. okay.. I lied. not all the time..
I've been out til 11. But only til 11! Well.. there was Knott's Scary Farm but that doesn't count!
I swear im a prisioner in my own damn home. I can't go out. I can't study. I cant DO ANYTHING!
Perhaps that is the source of my anger/depression. The fact that I can't do anything! I've been missin out on so many events... its like I don't even exist because I'm not out there.
I feel better already. It's out in the open. I FEEL LIKE I DONT EXIST.
Well, time to close up. I've wasted 10 min of my life blogging.. lol
time to do some homework xD
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