So I saw an old friend. Boy was I shocked! Haven’t seen him since.. JUNIOR YEAR. Been a long time. I missed him so much. I’m not even sure of what to say.. he DISAPPEARED from my life completely. Sure, he was busy. But so busy as to forget all about me? He was my big brother. My “Oppa”. He helped me to learn to cope and guided me through life. I looked up to him so much. I listened to him. I helped him (to the best of my ability). I never once judged him. And yet he left me.. BAM! just like that.
I don’t know what happened but he became harsh and didnt really care anymore. I would try to talk to him… he just didnt have the time anymore. He could care less about how my day went. And as the months went by.. we eventually stopped any contact at all.
Looking back now.. it seems like he helped me to deal.. so that in the end.. after I was emotionally stable and all he would be able to leave me and I would be fine. WRONG. I was not fine. Sure, I didnt cry a river or cry myself to sleep about it anymore.. But i was still hurt. He could’ve told me something.
oh well. the past is the past. I just hope that in the future.. we become friends again…
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